Me: " Ya we even went to see Mazda 2 last Sunday."
Bro: "Good... So will I see the car when I am back?"
I found myself hesitating when I saw his msg. In my 2 days workshop, I thought I learnt a zillion things. I felt like a newborn learning from scratch how to crawl and not to be afraid of falling.
Yet... at this point, when my brother asked me such a simple questions. i found myself going back into the circle I so wanted to escape from. There were also thousands of reasons I started giving myself so that I hope I can escape his questioning when I choose not to buy the car yet.
And I realised.... I will decide...
I will get a car... just can't decided which model yet...
I know getting the car will spurn me on and drive me to greater achievement.
I know getting the car will allow me more time and freedom... I can leave my shoes and attire in the car and head to the gym. I can bring Lucky to Pasir Ris if I am free that afternoon.
I can bring Amy to buy flowers during New Year time. :D
So I have decided... I will call Lecan this Friday.